I am writing from a cellar where I took refuge from the summer heat. It is a comfortable space, furnished with a table, a sofa, electricity, running water, and a toilet. Later, I’ll get out of my hole to get food and coffee. And I can’t stop thinking of the people in Gaza who are running from one place to another to get some food to survive, under scorching heat, without clean water to drink, in the hope of not being killed in the process.

Displaced Palestinians receive food, Gaza Strip. © 2025 UNRWA Photo by Ashraf Amra. Wikimedia Commons

I think also of the hostages in the tunnels underground— not for a day like me but for months — with the likely prospect of being killed by “friendly bombs”. While I am writing there is still a dim hope that the Israeli military will not push into Gaza city. Popular protests have been mounting everywhere including within Israel, and Germany — the most staunch ally of Israel besides the USA — has finally stopped the sending of weapons to Tel Aviv.

So many prominent Jewish and Israeli intellectuals have said that Israel is killing itself while committing the most horrific crimes. The siege of Gaza is equal in brutality but much larger in scale than those of ancient times. It has been calculated that the level of destruction of cities in Gaza surpasses many times that caused by the atomic bombs dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki.

A friend has suggested that I look at the tragic world events of today through a psychological lens as well. I shall do that, not to discount the social, economical, and political explanations, but to integrate them.

The situation in Gaza looks, in part, as a homicide/suicide trap. In such cases, the perpetrator is utterly convinced of having been wronged deeply but is also unable to get away from the relationship. He feels that he can’t escape but neither can he allow the victim to move freely. In the end, the perpetrator feels that he “must” pull the trigger, first on his victim and then on himself. We all have seen plenty of variations of this scheme in movies and the news.

“Israel is Paying Influencers to Spread Its Propaganda.” BreakThrough News

Obviously, this pattern does not fit all the elements of the tragedy rolling under our eyes in Palestine, but there are some that ring true.

A large portion of the Israeli population is convinced that “the Arabs” will utterly annihilate them, given the chance. Decades of propaganda have succeeded in hiding from them the reality of who is keeping whom under their heels. Centuries of homicidal persecution of their forebears have contributed to the creation of a “victim mentality” which makes them think to be the good partner of the relationship.


Hamas has been feeding the pattern with almost uncanny precision. The brutality of the October 7, 2023 attacks has contributed immensely to the equation Israeli = good, Palestinians = bad. The tragic stall has been chiseled with blood.

“Israeli Jewish journalist calls for peace in Gaza.” Democracy Now


Ariel Toaff, professor emeritus of history at the Bar-Ilan University in Israel, has written a few days ago: I am not going to talk of the moral image of Israel, because it has been long lost. Gaza might become the tomb not of Netanyahu and his crazy followers, but ours. And we did nothing to stop him. We are, in fact, his accomplices. The right yet cruel punishment will reach us eventually. The dead in Gaza, the women and the children, will run after us with their flaming torches right to the gates of hell.


This quote shows the tragic awareness of an insider. Awareness might not be much, right now, but is our only hope. We must keep our eyes wide open and witness the events for what they are. In times like these, we must learn not to hide away, while fostering each and all the flickering lights of awareness in all the people we meet.


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Banner image: “Mourn the Dead, Fight for the Living.” Between 300,000 and 800,000 protested in London in November 2023. Photo by Alisdare Hickson. Wikimedia Commons.


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6 thoughts on “Flaming Torches and Flickering Lights”

  1. We have to continue to reshape the narrative and move it away from political affiliations. As Israeli outsiders, the woke of any stripe look to cancel us out as Hamas sympathizers, if we oppose the destruction of Gaza and oppose the inhuman treatment of its innocent citizens. To destroy a nation and to sentence the mostly innocent to extreme physical hardship, to the point of death and despair, is an act of vengeance and brutality that is not conscionable, but criminal. We have to continue to support compassion and aid and vehemently denounce the inhumane acts taking place. — BB.

  2. The smallest lights spinning in darkness have left me with dizziness and
    mental vertigo. Faith , trust, some how clinging yet again to the unknown is
    the only thing left.

  3. Extreme sadness and prayers/advocacy on line with my spiritual friends that the United Nations, hopefully representing world humanity, vote to send a Peace Force ASAP to stop the genocide of Palestinian human beings by the racist Zionist Israeli government, begin opening humanitarian food aid, and begin a just process of liberation and self-governance for Palestine.

  4. In Wikipedia, under “chosen people” one reads : “Anthropologists commonly regard claims of chosenness as a form of ethnocentrism. The concept of a people favoured or selected by God – summarizable in slogans such as Gott mit uns – can feed into generalised nationalism.”
    Countless examples show that ethnocentrism feeds into ethnic cleansing (or genocide), which feeds into intergenerational trauma and hatred, which feed into more ethnocentrism, which feed into… etc. One would think that thousands of years of ethnic wars and the resulting suffering would have made it unthinkable for the self-proclaimed most intelligent creature on Earth to continue on this dire hamster wheel, but no, Homo sapiens keeps on keeping on. The despicable war crimes in Gaza suggest a variation of Tevye’s line in “Fiddler on the Roof” : “I know, [they] are the chosen people. But once in a while, can’t you choose someone else?”

  5. I look for the light even in the darkness, which in the case of Gaza means the voices of the many who are calling for the end of genocide out of concern for the people, not to gain political advantage. There is outrage expressed daily against this evil. I look for the light in the swift reaction by many people and groups to provide help and support when there is a natural or human disaster. If we could only sustain this rush of lovingkindness! I look for the light in the courage of those who speak out against injustice, usually to their own detriment, who do not waver.
    Regarding “chosen-ness”, like so many concepts, it has been twisted and manipulated to mean some sort of superiority. The original meaning and intent is to serve God in the repair of the world: Tikkun Olam https://www.brandeis.edu/jewish-experience/history-culture/2023/may/tikkun-olam-history.html

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